I sat down to write today. After two hours on my computer, I only have a few bits and pieces of material in my mind. I’ll do my best to address them. Then I can say that I did something productive today. Solitude vs Isolation– Solitude. I love solitude. The majority of my creative work comes in solitude. I need alone time to function properly. … Continue reading Ramblings

Each and every one of us has negative thoughts. It’s part of life. While some people are able to deal with negative thoughts without much trouble, others can get stuck in them. For myself this means a lot of ruminating, basically repetitive thinking. This leads to negative thought spirals that drag me down into dark places. Once in a thought spiral, I might have great … Continue reading Breaking Negative Thought Spirals

The world turns. The people smile. Laugh. Cry. But not me. I feel frozen in time. Feeling myself fall apart. My life on pause, I stare at the ground. And there I see myself, in pieces. Slowly they fall, landing softly at my feet. I am falling apart. And I see myself, in pieces. So many pieces. I am thinking too much. Vividly recalling all … Continue reading Pieces